a day left to ponder. looks like i'm gona spend my whole weekend there. mom's being pretty tolerent. it isn't so bad actually. not that infested. just the occasional ones. wana try something artsy tomorrow. it's gona be free food again. hah. wonder what to try next. menu please?

practicals done. finally. won't be long now. but then my plans don't seem so clear at present. not really sure about what to do next. simply hate decisions. think i suffer from 'ficklelitis' . if there's such a medical term. haha

having that feeling again. its just a slight one at the moment. hope it doesn't blow up catastrophically again. can't understand it. i'm happy now but certain moments justfies it's presence. can't rush these things. guess i'll just hav to soak it up.

ahh damn. results pending. at least i don't have to worry about failing..i hope. wonder when it'll be released. didn't plan to have the day out today. ended up at geylang with aswad. yah yah i know i said i despised the place but his stall's in a little quiet corner so there won't be much you know what. makes it abit more bearable plus i get free food for buka. hah. going with rena again tomorrow. she wants to have a look at some jeans. hope mom doesn't make noise about me goin out so often.

should i start work on monday? torn between laziness and the thought of extra cash. hmm..tough one. sheesh..

yesterday was fun. haven't been that relaxed in a long while. think its the view and maybe the aura of the place. just now went well i think. hope these two weeks fly by. can't wait. been feeling having this weird feeling. i'm not really sure of what i am anymore. got to get a grip. need to redefine a few things, get my priorities right perhaps. it's just this mixed feeling. can't quite get it. wish i knew. maybe in time. in time..