been awhile. had a break. pretty much mixed. did a few stupid things. got a few scares. hoping. changes in me invoked. promises to keep. unpleasant discovery. crappy. unbelievable. shit. was ok with it actually. blame him. feeling's hovering. stay away. the jitters are back. bleagh..got to learn to live with it. tired out. fun. confessions. funny. expected. flattering. won't go anywhere. too bad. don't bother figuring out.