days gone by, littered with coincidences. can't say they were signs. not sure what i hope for though. either i'm really dumb or i'm just a kid in denial. anyhow, fresh developments at last today. finally got something to occupy myself with. didn't come easy though. still that obstacle to overcome. not sure i cleared it completely though. we'll see. everything comes with a price as they say. let's just hope i'm prepared to bear the consequences.