pure bliss..yeah..that's what it is. don't really know what it is, but it's fun. just going to go along with the flow. but one thing's for sure. restrains will be restrains and it will not turn out to be what its not supposed to be. pretty long winded eh? maybe i should shut up about it already. ok. so how have you been recently? happy times to those in ns. remember. being a recruit still is the best part of it. though you'd say "the dustbin has a better life then me". haha yah..pretty much so but that's where you get great pals who stick..hmm or rather are forced to stick through all the shit that they dish out. all the stupid confinements and guard duties. might end up having pretty good conversations during those dull moments. treasure them. still i miss school. or rather skipping school. haha. can't remember having sat through a whole lecture throughout my time in poly. i'd just skip on my own or i'll go whenever the phone rings. miss the guys. the stupid things we do at the pondok. decorating it with someone's curtains which apparently fell from the bamboo pole above. talking pretty much about anything under the sun. sleeping, eating, jamming and for some of those, fixing up their bikes. was great. the endless times we got screened by the cops. sharing a laugh with 'em..getting free sweets. haha. didn't know getting screened was that fun. pretty much as been the best part of my life so far. so thank you.